Post by Sharon B. Sidney on May 29, 2014 8:45:18 GMT
Saturday, May 24, 2014
Some Secrets Are Better To Speak Than To Keep
Some Secrets Are Better To Speak Than To Keep
Well, who has secrets? I have plenty - though I never planned any. To be honest I didn't even realize when they started to form all over the place and throughout many years of my life.
My earliest secrets would be things that I chose not to share with others or maybe I was told not to- told to shut up or whatever wording could have been used, hurtful secrets of isolation and deep dreaded sorrow. Those secrets aren't so secret anymore are they? I just mentioned them now lets go on to things of greater interest things that a lot of people who know me certainly don't know about me- even things I suspect I never recognized about myself.
I can laugh as I say this but dude I really know how to keep a secret! I've kept them all my life pretty much- usually without ever being asked- think it's because there's a protective part of me and if I think something could affect someone else then I'm very likely to stay hush unless someone else may be harmed...
The greatest secret I can say I ever kept God must have kept from me - for a while- I say for a while because later He revealed to me the truth of a lie that I believed- well more like was devastated by. You see the whole world was taken by surprise as I was too because though I knew what I can say was part of God's plan- I had no idea of when or specifics of exactly how some things would happen but to peak your interest like a good writer and make this all of interest please allow me to tell you who it is I'm talking about since of course I am of no interest to most anyone, often unnoticed I'd suspect, disregarded and forgotten - however I can smile and say I use to work at a Kmart store and well the store is closed now but some years after I worked there a man acted as if he'd seen a celebrity one say- he approached me and said something like didn't you use to work at Kmart and I smiled and said yes and he mentioned something I had assisted him with that I recalled and he called to his wife honey it's her that's the lady from Kmart! Made me feel pretty special I gotta admit being remembered and known by someone I barely met and sadly barely recalled but for one random act of kindness - well he remembered me for always being nice but he brought up the last time they had seen me- anyway I know I'm rambling so without further ado please let me say the "celebrity" I intend to write about is the infamous Michael Jackson. That's right- Michael. Michael J. Jackson. A man that I can honestly say I have loved pretty much all my life and whose secrets have merged with mine. There are a lot of things concerning him that I have never told a single soul but he's never asked me not to say anything that I can recall so I don't feel as if I am betraying his trust- I did however sign a confidentiality agreement give or take a few but I can't recall what those said so - hey Michael - if anything I say falls along the lines of something you didn't want me to then I am asking you to please forgive me.
So where do I begin- Oh I know I begin with God- where it all started. Check out my next blog which will likely be up soon
Posted by Sharon Sidney at 11:54 AM
Some Secrets Are Better To Speak Than To Keep
Some Secrets Are Better To Speak Than To Keep
Well, who has secrets? I have plenty - though I never planned any. To be honest I didn't even realize when they started to form all over the place and throughout many years of my life.
My earliest secrets would be things that I chose not to share with others or maybe I was told not to- told to shut up or whatever wording could have been used, hurtful secrets of isolation and deep dreaded sorrow. Those secrets aren't so secret anymore are they? I just mentioned them now lets go on to things of greater interest things that a lot of people who know me certainly don't know about me- even things I suspect I never recognized about myself.
I can laugh as I say this but dude I really know how to keep a secret! I've kept them all my life pretty much- usually without ever being asked- think it's because there's a protective part of me and if I think something could affect someone else then I'm very likely to stay hush unless someone else may be harmed...
The greatest secret I can say I ever kept God must have kept from me - for a while- I say for a while because later He revealed to me the truth of a lie that I believed- well more like was devastated by. You see the whole world was taken by surprise as I was too because though I knew what I can say was part of God's plan- I had no idea of when or specifics of exactly how some things would happen but to peak your interest like a good writer and make this all of interest please allow me to tell you who it is I'm talking about since of course I am of no interest to most anyone, often unnoticed I'd suspect, disregarded and forgotten - however I can smile and say I use to work at a Kmart store and well the store is closed now but some years after I worked there a man acted as if he'd seen a celebrity one say- he approached me and said something like didn't you use to work at Kmart and I smiled and said yes and he mentioned something I had assisted him with that I recalled and he called to his wife honey it's her that's the lady from Kmart! Made me feel pretty special I gotta admit being remembered and known by someone I barely met and sadly barely recalled but for one random act of kindness - well he remembered me for always being nice but he brought up the last time they had seen me- anyway I know I'm rambling so without further ado please let me say the "celebrity" I intend to write about is the infamous Michael Jackson. That's right- Michael. Michael J. Jackson. A man that I can honestly say I have loved pretty much all my life and whose secrets have merged with mine. There are a lot of things concerning him that I have never told a single soul but he's never asked me not to say anything that I can recall so I don't feel as if I am betraying his trust- I did however sign a confidentiality agreement give or take a few but I can't recall what those said so - hey Michael - if anything I say falls along the lines of something you didn't want me to then I am asking you to please forgive me.
So where do I begin- Oh I know I begin with God- where it all started. Check out my next blog which will likely be up soon
Posted by Sharon Sidney at 11:54 AM